As I've posted years ago, February never been my month.
I broke up with 2 of my ex boyfriends on February, and always had suckz val's day.
But this February is kinda special if I may say ^^
First week of February, me and Josefin take part in reading competition after we got selected to represent our class.
It surely made me very nervous.
Everybody who has to speak on stage in front of hundreds people will have this same fear, I suppose.
I tried my best to conquered my fear, faced the audience, and definitely tried not to forgot what I've been memorize for the past 2 weeks before the competition.
I also pray so that Josefine could find her voice back since she lost it just a week before the competition !!! And Thank GOD she got her voice back right on the day !!! ^^
What I've thinking only get on the stage, read fast, and get down quickly !!!
Frankly, when I got chosen, I almost told my teacher to find my replacement since it makes me trembling even more everytime I think about talking alone on a wide stage, in front of people who might be staring at and judge you (well, this is what I've thought though =P).
But there's something that blocked me. Seems like I have to face this fear.
And it surely shocked me when I heard them called my name to go on stage and receive the award.
Never even think about it even for a glimpse coz everybody spoke in much better way than me ! Thanks GOD and everybody who support me so I didn't back off =)
Few days before Valentine me and my friends made chocolates together.
One day before Valentine I got chocolates from my friends ^^
And on Valentine's eve, I went for clubbing with my Taiwanese friends, and we surely had a blast !!! =D
Lucky that there was no police along the way. Coz there was no train left on 3 a.m, and taxi is very expensive, my friend sent me home with his bike (and I sat behind as passenger, which is definitely breaking the Peter Pan Land's law =/) which took like almost 45 minutes to reach my place from the club and took his breath away I suppose. (Thanks a lot, Shin-san =D)
So this year's Valentine was definitelly not suckz as before.
Coz I have lovely friends around me =)
But I'm gonna get unpleasure closer of this month.
FINAL TEST IS COMING =(
Wish me luck on this one =D
