Not Me, But YOU

I know that it's hard for us to have this relationship from the beginning.
I know that the distance between us now rise many misunderstandings.
I know that we both try so hard to work it on.
I know that we both brave enough to make something impossible become possible.
I know that we both sacrifice so many things to be in this level.
I step up from the beginning and so do you.
You made your promise, and so do I.
And that's all because we love each other.

That's the reason why I became more aware and careful.
So no one could take away our love and what we build together.
But why should you do such stupid things which could jeopardize our efforts just to stay together?
Soon or later I have to be the one who fly away or you'll be the one who leave me behind.
That's the risk of the path you've made.
Not I made, but YOU made.
Darn, why you have to be so innocent?
You pushed me to the edge.
You made me standing between two roads.
Why I always be the one who has to think and make decision ???

Now I let you decide what the best for us.
Not me, but YOU ...

-- To whom it may concern, you know how much I love you.
But what you've done made me even confuse to make steps with you. --

Dare to Have The Highest Dream

I always have this never ending dream since I was a child.
Going to Japan and study there is my biggest dream ever!
Most of them said to me not to have that kind of dream for it will hurts you when you can't reach it.
It's true.
But I can't stop thinking about it.
I always bring it in my mind and in my heart.

"There's nothing impossible for God. If God say so, then it happens!"

So I still dare to dream even maybe the possibility was only 5%.
They might think I was joking if I told them that someday I will be in Japan.

But then, after 23 years of dreaming, here I am.
Landing in Kyoto, Japan, to study language.
Thank you for you all who support me mentally and financially.
May God bless you all always.

Don't ever scared to have the highest dream in your life.
Sky is the limit and there's nothing impossible for GOD to make your "impossible" dream come true.
Just put it in your mind and pray.
If it's not meeting your expectation just believe that something much, much better will replace it for you.