What The ****

I can't write anything actually.
But I miss writing something.

So, how about something that I feel?
What I feel today?
Today, I miss him even more.

Feel so blue.
Wish he could have a little bravery in him.
What am I saying just now?
Is that some kind of hope?
Well, maybe I'm still hoping.
What a silly wish !!!!

Everytime I thought it's over, it's really not over yet.
Everytime I feel I already get over him, his shadow keeps coming back to my mind.
God, please give me a break !!!!
Do I have to run away just for this time?
Oh no no no ...
I never run or hide from anything before, and I won't !!!!
Hmmm ...
Give me some time ... I'll figure it out.

What should I figure out?
Oh yeah ...
How to be back to who I was.
Well, I believe I could do that :)
No ... no ... wait !!!
I have to do that :D

This isn't easy, but I'm still trying to do that ...